I thought this wasn’t enough.
I wasn’t terrified of death:
I was terrified that this was all there was
I was terrified that life might only be this
I was trying to survive on only one shore
Despite the waves carrying me relentlessly to the other
I didn’t understand that it’s enough just to be here
Today, I can’t find a difference between life and death
Life completes death, death completes life
The staggering completeness of it all, the stunning symmetry
of opposites
There's black’s velvet comfort, white’s deep delight, such intimate exquisitenessAnd nothing ever out of place